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So I sit there five days a week watching the fish swim until I&#8217;m called. The wait is usually no more than three-to-five minutes. I have a favorite fish. He is blue with black markings and a bright yellow tail. I&#8217;ve named him Bluey. That&#8217;s what my son would have named him when he was six years old. He&#8217;s forty-six now. Bluey swims up and down and up and down, and then darts down to the other end and back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I follow the nurse (one of only two who calls me Alec) into the control room where she asks me the same question every day, Monday through Friday. &#8220;What&#8217;s your birthday?&#8221; I give her the same answer every day, 2-17-43, and she checks the Starship Enterprise controls to confirm and tells me to go on in. I go into where there is something that looks like where they do CT scans, and they position me on the table and put a kind of helmet over my head and put a breathing tube in my mouth and bolt the apparatus in place. 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